My Teresa

My Teresa

Finally!

A friend with her donor angel

Yeah Teresa!

Kidney donor goes way out of her way

Kidney donor goes way out of her way

The Definition of Cunningham

STRENGTH

Strength: power to resist force. Strength may come in all different forms. It may seem small and insignificant, but no strength is such. Having strength does not necessarily mean how much weight you can lift. Strength to accept change or keep from changing, strength to keep going when everyone seems to give up. It is an amazing characteristic that you own.

 

PKD Sucks

Been seeing this pfhrase pop up all over the internet and PKD family. Obviously becoming more than annoyed at the daily side effects of having PKD. You just get worn out... so it's not a surprise to start seeing this phrase.

Not just Cure PKD, End PKD, PKD Sucks, Fuck PKD, PKD Stops with me! THey all say the same in the end.... PKD is the enemy and it's time to declare war! We can't give up the fight until  we find a treatment or the cure. PKD needs to quit it's tyranny on everyone it affects.

I'm choosing my weapons..... what are you going to do?

Serotonin Syndrome

 I think I just figured out why I have been feeling crazy and ended up in the ER last week!

Happiness

Is what really matters...

Central Ohio Walk for PKD 2010

Was a huge success! Inspires me to start and keep writing in this journal of my travels through the PKD world!

Tired of being from Guinea

Tired of PKD! Tired of kidneys! Tired of the words dialysis, transplant, creatinine, Blood Pressure, medication, water, anxiety, depression, divorce, separation, late and mental.

All in all, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired! But I must be careful what I wish for.

PKD = Paralyzing Kamakaze Dance

2/2/210

A quick review of this blog shows me that not only did my documentation slow way down... I only wrote in it 1 time in 2009. Then everything with Teresa and the need for a transplant started and it's been rough riding ever since. It's now 2/2/10... first entry since 7/16/09... I have been writing in my personal journal... versus this public one as the year has turned into a year of personal internal problems better left undiscussed. If you were to read my personal journal, you would see that I have reverted to documenting the uncanny things that are happening in my life in which I continue to make a decision that is the same decision as the last time, which fails every time and you find yourself back at where you started.
So then 2010 I begin making different decisions. Not necessarily the correct ones... just different ones. So I chose different being dating 2 instead of 1 person which led to a disastrous January (every day) followed by the 1 supposedly moving in with me after my roomate moved out and I'm kinda lost in the middle.
Lost in the middle of nowhere!