Happiness

Is what really matters...

Central Ohio Walk for PKD 2010

Was a huge success! Inspires me to start and keep writing in this journal of my travels through the PKD world!

Tired of being from Guinea

Tired of PKD! Tired of kidneys! Tired of the words dialysis, transplant, creatinine, Blood Pressure, medication, water, anxiety, depression, divorce, separation, late and mental.

All in all, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired! But I must be careful what I wish for.

PKD = Paralyzing Kamakaze Dance

2/2/210

A quick review of this blog shows me that not only did my documentation slow way down... I only wrote in it 1 time in 2009. Then everything with Teresa and the need for a transplant started and it's been rough riding ever since. It's now 2/2/10... first entry since 7/16/09... I have been writing in my personal journal... versus this public one as the year has turned into a year of personal internal problems better left undiscussed. If you were to read my personal journal, you would see that I have reverted to documenting the uncanny things that are happening in my life in which I continue to make a decision that is the same decision as the last time, which fails every time and you find yourself back at where you started.
So then 2010 I begin making different decisions. Not necessarily the correct ones... just different ones. So I chose different being dating 2 instead of 1 person which led to a disastrous January (every day) followed by the 1 supposedly moving in with me after my roomate moved out and I'm kinda lost in the middle.
Lost in the middle of nowhere!